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Sep. 28th, 2003 10:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
x_multiplemanIt's amazing the things you don't really think about until they're gone. Like sleep. Not even if my creative writing grade depended on it could I really describe how much difference one good night's sleep makes. Ms. Blaire, I can't thank you enough.
. . . I guess, it's probably pretty much a surprise to nobody right now, but the Professor said it would be healthier for me to actually say it, so. I'm having some problems. Kind of . . . pretty big ones, that probably aren't going away in a hurry. I haven't been sleeping practically at all since I woke up on Monday, I'd get bad nightmares almost as soon as I fell asleep--I think that's mostly over with now, though, I talked to the Professor today and I'm going to be going in pretty regularly to see him, and I feel better about that part of things, and Ms. Blaire helped me sleep last night so I'm starting pretty fresh, and I'm going to try not to let it build up like that again.
The other thing is, my powers aren't working, and I don't know when they'll come back--the Professor says they probably will, he says it's almost certainly psychological, so that's part of what we're talking about, but right now they aren't. I thought people should know.
I also owe everybody an apology for how I've been behaving, and a couple people more specific ones. Doug, I was a big jerk, and you didn't deserve it; if you haven't given up on me already I'll try not to do it again.
Kitty . . . I'm sorry I didn't talk to you about what was going on. I wanted to, but I was being stupid and I didn't want to be a burden and, I'm just sorry. Can I make it up to you?
. . . I guess, it's probably pretty much a surprise to nobody right now, but the Professor said it would be healthier for me to actually say it, so. I'm having some problems. Kind of . . . pretty big ones, that probably aren't going away in a hurry. I haven't been sleeping practically at all since I woke up on Monday, I'd get bad nightmares almost as soon as I fell asleep--I think that's mostly over with now, though, I talked to the Professor today and I'm going to be going in pretty regularly to see him, and I feel better about that part of things, and Ms. Blaire helped me sleep last night so I'm starting pretty fresh, and I'm going to try not to let it build up like that again.
The other thing is, my powers aren't working, and I don't know when they'll come back--the Professor says they probably will, he says it's almost certainly psychological, so that's part of what we're talking about, but right now they aren't. I thought people should know.
I also owe everybody an apology for how I've been behaving, and a couple people more specific ones. Doug, I was a big jerk, and you didn't deserve it; if you haven't given up on me already I'll try not to do it again.
Kitty . . . I'm sorry I didn't talk to you about what was going on. I wanted to, but I was being stupid and I didn't want to be a burden and, I'm just sorry. Can I make it up to you?
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Date: 2018-01-04 06:33 pm (UTC)September 29 2003, 13:49:23 UTC
Come talk to me, please...
x_crowdofone
September 29 2003, 18:33:40 UTC
Okay. Where?
Also I have kind of a, I forgot to look at my calendar, so--and then I didn't think it would come today, but it did, so I have a surprise. It's not a very big box--at least not the box for you, they sent extra, I'll bring it with?
x_kitten
September 30 2003, 01:11:08 UTC
I'm in my parlour now. I'll unlock the door if you want to come up.
x_crowdofone
September 30 2003, 01:51:27 UTC
Should I be imagining spiders here? :)
I'll be right up. Want me to bring something to drink?
x_kitten
September 30 2003, 02:45:17 UTC
No thanks. I've got tea.
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Date: 2018-01-04 06:34 pm (UTC)September 29 2003, 21:18:35 UTC
As I might have mentioned to you, it'll take a little more than that to make me give up on you, roomie.
If you want to give talking another try, I'll probably be in the room. Trying to figure this whole powers thing out.
x_crowdofone
September 29 2003, 22:16:00 UTC
Yeah, that'd be good.
I saw that post about your powers--anything I can help with? You didn't accidentally trash the room, did you? :)
x_tarot
September 29 2003, 23:54:18 UTC
Je vous connais peux parler le Français, et le latin, parce qu'il était dans ce film. Et araméen aussi, je le regardais vers le haut. Avez-vous noté cela? Et allemand, et peut-être Russe à Piotr? Et Chinois à Jubliee? Qu'avez-vous essayé? Son joli drôle que j'ai eu ce rêve, n'est-ce pas? Avez-vous jugé le coréen encore? Je vous connais suis freaked probablement dehors, mais vous avez une puissance si ordonnée. Vous pouvez parler à n'importe qui, et comprenez ce qu'ils disent. Défaut de la reproduction sonore. C'est vraiment frais.
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Date: 2018-01-04 06:34 pm (UTC)September 29 2003, 22:38:02 UTC
Hey man, I know what's like to not be able to use powers you know you have. It's frustrating beyong belief. If it's really getting to ya, come find me.
x_crowdofone
September 30 2003, 01:53:24 UTC
Thanks, I might.
See, though, the thing is . . . it's not all bad. I mean, it's a pain in the butt doing everything one thing at a time, but I kinda don't mind being able to walk down the street and not care if anything bumps into me. Being normal has its points.
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Date: 2018-01-04 06:35 pm (UTC)September 30 2003, 07:58:05 UTC
Glad I could help, hon.
x_crowdofone
September 30 2003, 12:05:30 UTC
So am I.
Hey, you've been on the job for over a week now, you should ask about a raise. :)